Terrifying

My heart raced as I pushed my leg between the doors. My hands grabbed the doors as I saw two other passengers come to help. A woman trying to pull with me looked me in the eyes and told me that I had to stop and call 2-4-something. She said it would be okay, but I knew it wouldn't. My 4 and 8 year olds were in that subway car. I was not. Neither was my oldest child. I would not and could not let go. I screamed toward the front of the train while desperately trying to open the doors. It was the last car, and I knew the driver couldn't hear me; but I hoped that when they stuck their head out to check the train before moving forward they could see and hear me. I had to get my babies. Inside, Aine and Benton had no idea. For what seemed like hours I hung onto those doors, encumbered by my bulky winter jacket. Finally, the heavy doors moved open a few feet. I grabbed Benton by the coat and pulled him out. Aine had her back turned to the door, oblivious to the drama unfolding. With increasing panic in my voice, I yelled her name twice. I reached as she turned around and grabbed her out of the door. My heart was in my throat as I pushed them over to a nearby bench. The doors closed and the train rushed away. We sat there on that bench holding each other. Thankfully, we were back together.

So ended our visit into the city center yesterday. We visited the postal museum. It was fun. The ride home was not. While we waited for our connecting train at the next platform, I called Eamon and Aine over (Benton was lounging in the stroller). Aine asked, "Why?" Eamon turned to her and told her that I needed a hug. He was so very right. After a group hug, we again went over our train emergency plan (included here to remind you to review this with your families).

1. If you get on the train, and I am not with you, hold hands and do not let go of each other.
2. Get off at the next stop regardless.
3. Go straight to the metro worker booth and tell them you were separated from your mother.
$. Do not go with anyone.
6. Do not leave the station.
7. I will call the emergency number alerting them that you are by yourself.
8. I will be on the next train. I will get off at the next stop to find you at the booth.
9. Know I love you and will get you back.

The Muppet Movie and big bowls of popcorn were shared once we returned home. I don't think any of us wanted to continue on to the zoo after that ordeal.